An Unforgivable Past

Well Shit

Does anyone ever just feel like there is something wrong with them because they just can’t move on? It’s been about 4 years for me now and sometimes I just think that I must be an idiot because I can’t just let go. She has, why can’t I? Why am I still so attached while she is moving on with her life? Why do I still think about her everyday, why is it so hard to believe that I will get better? It is just starting to frustrate me now because I just can’t move on. I don’t want to be mourning over her when she moves on. I know I’ve hurt her also but i swear if i get any sign that she still has feelings for me. I will drop everything this time and do my best to make her the happiest girl ever. I need just one more chance to not fuck it up. Why does this have to be so hard..

It was a mistake then and it was a mistake now, I can’t believe I ever let you down.

abillionlightyearsaway asked: Okay, :P Why did you send it?

it seemed like it was relevant for some reason

abillionlightyearsaway asked: I love that quote you left in my ask. Oscar Wilde is great. Mind if I ask why you sent it?

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